The best drug in the world.

"Achievements are built by being available". -Ville

Tonight we had a community meeting and during that meeting so many emotions went through me. Amazing! Today’s topic was “ be available” and it was a story about a man who was walking on the mountains and got robbed. When he was lying half death on the ground the first two people passed by him but the third person helped him. He made sure that the man was taking cared of and he promised to come back. The question was: are you AVAILABLE? The third person was. But why?

Powerful story!

Everyday people here go really deep, I mean really deep into serious issues. It is a journey to be here. I thought I didn’t have any issues but all these things make me feel. I don’t know what but I do feel. It is great to feel, I feel alive.

Coming back to that question am I available and I can honestly say that I am. Then I started to wonder WHY? Why I’m available. I don’t expect to get any reward or I don’t expect to get to the heaven. So why am I doing all this. Is there something wrong with me?  People have actually asked me that question, why I am helping other people. For me it is a stupid question, of course we should help other people, OF COURSE!! We can be selfish, love ourselves and do things for ourselves but at the end the most rewarding is to help others. So why we should help others is because by doing that we are helping ourselves and it is the right thing to do.

That is how I feel in my heart.

I have to admit that I don’t even know the right answer why I am doing this but I just feel that it is the right way to do. Everything here just feels right. I am feeling that I am, at the moment, in the right place doing the right thing. It is amazing feeling. I am high, high on life.

The best drug in the world is to start living. To get high on life!

I have opened my heart and my mind to the world and the world is coming to me.

By being available have given me so much, it’s just awesome. It just is.

Today was the end of the work week so tomorrow we are going camping…me camping? J After all the luxury ships and hotels it is great to go camping. J  It will be great fun, I am sure.